Stop.

You know that feeling when you love someone way too deep?

You two have spent so much time together and even if you're not sure, even if the other person never said anything (and you haven't said anything either) you expect them to feel the same way.

You expect to be loved, you idealize that person...

They hurt you, but you can't blame them. They don't do that on purpose, they don't know how you feel...

You expect them to realize everything by themselves. But it doesn't work that way...

Still, you can't say a word. You can put yourself in that vulnerable place.

What to do?

You keep going, you stay with them... You made them happy and you love that feeling. Even if they aren't as happy as you are to be with them...

But there's a limit, there has to be one...

It hurts too much sometimes. But they won't stop, because they don't know what's happening...

So you have to speak up, even if it's hard. You have to tell them to stop.

Please, stop...

Inocencia egoísta. / Selfish innocence.

Sinceramente, no sabría decir si quiero que estés conmigo. De lo que estoy segura es de que no quiero que estés con nadie más.

Honestly, I don't know if I want you to be with me. But I'm quite sure that I don't want you to be with anyone else.

"Amigos." / "Friends."

Me duele que me llames tu amiga. Me molesta porque no te comportas como un amigo.
Francamente, a veces preferiría que dejaras de decirme 'Te amo' si después vas a decirme 'Gracias por ser mi amiga'. Porque yo quisiera más que eso. Quiero todo o nada.
Pero supongo que ese es un problema normal, la naturaleza humana, siempre queremos más.
Aún así, realmente me gustaría saber qué pensás cuando decir eso. Es confuso para mi, quizás vos también estás confundido o no saber si yo siento lo mismo por vos. No lo sé, pero odio no saber.

It hurts when you call me your friend. It bothers me because you don't act like a friend.
Frankly, I would rather you stopped saying 'I love you' if then you're going to say 'Thanks for being my friend.'. Because I want more than that. I want it all or nothing.
But I guess is a common problem, the human nature, we always want more.
Anyway, I really want to know what you think when you say that. It's so confusing to me, maybe you're also confused or you don't know if I feel the same for you. I don't know, but I hate not knowing.

Aparentemente tengo algo que podría ser un trastorno bipolar leve o una leve depresión. Digo 'aparentemente' porque fue el resultado de un pre-diagnostico, así que no es seguro al 100%, pero aún así tengo que tomar antidepresivos.
Francamente no sé cómo sentirme al respecto.

Apparently I have something that may be a mild bipolar-disorder or mild depression. I say 'apparently' because it was the result of a pre-diagnosis, so it's not sure at a 100%, but still I have to take antidepressants.
Frankly I don't know how to feel about it.